I want to do this.
After the years of abuse and then punishing myself, in various other ways, I find myself staring in the face, a stark moment of clarity. I need to embrace that all those years of being sexually abused was not my fault and that my anger is natural and is to be expected, and that I am okay. I’ve always known this I just find it hard to do. I’m in a position now to change it all, moving forward. I have the power to move on with my life and this is something that I need to do for me and Kati. This is something my gut has told me to do and I’ve tried to do for years.
From this point on, I will move forward with my life in a positive way. I will focus more on my plan to disassociate myself. I will choose to live and breathe in all the beauty that life has to offer and I will choose this every day.
I will never forget having been raped. It will always be a part of who I am and who I become but those years of rape will not be a negative factor that ruins my entire life, but rather a catalyst I will use to be the best person I can possibly be every single day.
I won’t be able to forget having been raped (sexually assaulted, molested, abused), it will always be a part of who I become but those years of rape will not be a negative factor that ruins my entire life, but rather a catalyst I will use to be the best person I can possibly be every single day!
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